Meloncholy

The rain is pouring outside my window, and dashboard is serenading me. I would be lying if i said all was well. I am missing Yarmouth (more importantly the ppl there), missing my parents, and waiting to hear back from both student loans, and the job apps/ resumes i put out. so much of this summer i have yet to understand but a wise person wrote this: "I've realized that this summer has been difficult for all of us in ways that each of us probably don't even know...and that as much as we hated it...we all needed to be separated...for reasons that I'm not even sure I understand yet" It reminded me that things happen and some times they suck! but they are happening for some reason, its all part of a geander paln, a purpose.