What's a girl to do

Oh my, what is a girl to do. I have the HUGEST exam EVER on SAturday, and i really havent studied as much as i should have, not that i havent been but you all know how it goes. To add to that i have a setof thoughts. Very complicated thoughts really. A lot of it is speculation, and filling in blanks, then pondering from there which isnt good. But the blamks seem straight forward and fillable. Any way, as things unfold, i will let ya know, i jsut dont think its a good idea to talk about it untill i know for sure. Ahhhh but its soo complicated, i hate that. Life should be simpler, lol who am I kidding!! Oh well Que est ce que je vais faire? Vraiment je ne sais pas. *sigh* life is hard to figure out sometimes. You think youve got it figurted out and then it throws ya a curve ball. Your caught off guard. oh well like i said, i guess ill just have to see how it all pans out.. I will keep ya all posted though, no worries about that.
Je dois dormir, bon nuit,
Naomi

A KV Christmas

Well i had a lovely evening. I went to the KVW Christmas Musical, it was soo much fun. I went with a friend of mine Clay. It was a nice break from Res. I could get into the whole Clayton thing, but i dont think i will, its to involved for this evening. Ya'll can ask me if you have questions. ANyway, i jsut ate 3 slices of pizza and i think i could puke so i am gonna head to bed.
Bon Nuit,
naomi

Hello where have u been?

Hey All,
its been WAY too long!!!!!! Life has been flying by. From Boyfriends and breakups to biology and Books. I am trying ot balance it all, and this semester it didnt quite work, biology kinda got away from me and i am now gonna habve to work like crazzy to pass. Any way where to start? Well i love my p[rogram, its really awsome. Biology is the pits, but what can ya do its a nessicary evil. I had a boyfriends, Clay, he was really sweet, funnny and awsome at what he does career wise( well from what i can tell) But we didnt see eye to eye so we eded it. Am i biotter? well not really, disapointed is more like it. He was a good guy , but c'est la vie n'est pas? Que est-ce que tu vas faire? Any way what else can i say? My grampy died this year whiuch is a huge stresser for me!!!!!! It really frigged with my school stuff, through me off a bit. But he was suffering, and it wasnt fair for him, he needed to go where he wasnt hurting any more. I thinik that keeping that in mind helps me deal with it all. Although it will be a pretty hard christmas. I am really looking forward to next semester , if i make it. It is when we start clinical :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D We will feel more like nurses then. Anyway, i guess i should go soon. But i will write more, i promise!!!
Joyeux Noel !
Naomi

Less Like Scars, by Sara Groves

It's been a hard "year" • But I'm climbing out of the rubble • These lessons are hard • Healing changes are subtle • But every day it's... • Less like tearing more like building • Less like captive more like willing • Less like breakdown more like surrender • Less like haunting more like remember • And I feel you here • And you're picking up the pieces • Forever faithful • It seemed out of my hands a bad situation • But you are able • And in your hands the pain and hurt • look less like scars and more like character • • Less like a prison a prison more like my room • Less like a casket more like a womb ... And in your hands the pain and hurt looks less like scars and more like Character.
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Just Out of Reach

Has there ever been something you want so much, yet seems so unatianable. Well that seems to be how things are in my life rite about now. Different things really, yet still the same things i want that are just out of reach, or at least seems like they are. Its quite frustrating really.
I Cut my hair the other day, and donated a foot of hair to make wigs for cancer patients. The hair dresser screwed it up though tand at first i ended up with a mullet. She fixed it though, but to do so she had to cut off quite a bit of hair. Oh well it will grow back, and i ahve been getting compliements on it so it can't be that bad.
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Back in The saddle Again

Hey Guys, Well christmas is all over and yes I am back to class, Blah! Any way, Christmas went well. I got a sewing machine, YAHOO! Yes I am excited. I got cranium, and a whole lot of other stuff. It was very fun. However I think that best part was bein with my family. I really love them all so much that to spend time with them was really great. I went to my cousin's after Christmas, and we had a BLAST!!!!! We have so many great memories, and this year we have added to them. We went joyridin, and had a "Crazzy Carride" we went shoppin did some eatin, and he whooped me at monopoly. So Yeah all inm all a great Christmas!!!!!!
I am current;y working with an upand comming film director on a film, more to come with that. And i am totally excited about it. It promises to be great. HE is tottaly cool and his movies are really cool. They are being show in select areas of North America and Europe. Well I must go, i have much to do today. Have a great whatever
Love always
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