Short Lived

So my great new job, is getting canned. We are being taken over by a new company and we all will get laid off in at the end of march :( saddness. Oh well I will look for work, who knows what may come my way. I am applying for a job tomorrow pray for me on that account, it sounds pretty good.
We had someone in from church for dinner, i made a banana split pie, it didnt freeze right :( but i still thought it was yummy :). We got on the topic of frenchy shopping, totally shares my shopping philosophy on it, right down to his methodes of shopping, what a good person, hehe its so about pushin the clothes to one side. Anyway, its Golden Oldies sunday tommorrow, should be good, kinda neat to sing some of the songs from my childhood. Not singing some of my faves though, kinda disapointed, BUt maybe next time. I have a stats midterm on monday totally scared , should be stusying, not here writing in my blog, but i some how seem drawn to it tonight. Im in a good mood minus the nerves of the stats midterm. could be the coffe i had tonight, could be a good night of christian fellowship, who knows. I feel like i could ramble on here for hours, but i guess i wont. I have some laundry to hang on the drying rack and some more studying to do b4 i go to bed. Im gonna try to keep writing here, give you guys a reason to come here.
bon nuit et a beintot,

Faith in Myself

Faith in Myself
By Marjorie Holmes

God give me faith in myself, not only on days when I'm doing great and winning and nothing seems impossible but on days when the whole world looks lousy and I'm losing and the road ahead seems too hard. When I wonder if I'm brave enough smart enough and I must be crazy to try, don't let me quit Lord not ever. Let me keep the faith in myself. No matter how many people discourage me doubt me laugh at me warn me think me a fool . . . don't let me listen. Let me hear another voice telling me, "You can do it and you will!" If nobody else in this whole world cares or believes in me let me believe in myself. I know there'll be times when I will doubt my own ability, when I'll be discouraged and on the verge of despair, don't let me give up - hang onto me. Fan the fires so that I'll try even harder. Give me even more faith in myself. Dear Lord, You are the source of life and power. You are the source of my abilities . . . and my faith. Thank you for reinforcements. I know that YOU will give me what I ask . . .

Sparatic at Best

Man im sooo sparatic when it comes to this thing. So a little update. Im back from NB :( im disapointed to a degree. I had really gotten close to the ppl i lived with, and God was really opening doors for me to witness to them. I have to tell myself though that as promised God will not leave me nor forsake me, ans that all things work out in HIS time, this being no exception. Whos to say why it is i am back here? I will wait patiently to find out. I'll go back in the fall provided i get enought moneyor if i can get into the dal program then do that. Funny thing that schools want you to pay to go there, lol. I am back at dal, not minding it. Not in any good classes, actually just stats. Its boring. I here form the ppl back in SJ about Clinical, and all the classes they are taking and i must admit i get a bit jealous. Oh well next year. I start work soon, so thats good, start the $ comin in for next year. Anyway i suppose i should go, Hope y'all are having a great day!