Short Lived

So my great new job, is getting canned. We are being taken over by a new company and we all will get laid off in at the end of march :( saddness. Oh well I will look for work, who knows what may come my way. I am applying for a job tomorrow pray for me on that account, it sounds pretty good.
We had someone in from church for dinner, i made a banana split pie, it didnt freeze right :( but i still thought it was yummy :). We got on the topic of frenchy shopping, totally shares my shopping philosophy on it, right down to his methodes of shopping, what a good person, hehe its so about pushin the clothes to one side. Anyway, its Golden Oldies sunday tommorrow, should be good, kinda neat to sing some of the songs from my childhood. Not singing some of my faves though, kinda disapointed, BUt maybe next time. I have a stats midterm on monday totally scared , should be stusying, not here writing in my blog, but i some how seem drawn to it tonight. Im in a good mood minus the nerves of the stats midterm. could be the coffe i had tonight, could be a good night of christian fellowship, who knows. I feel like i could ramble on here for hours, but i guess i wont. I have some laundry to hang on the drying rack and some more studying to do b4 i go to bed. Im gonna try to keep writing here, give you guys a reason to come here.
bon nuit et a beintot,

Faith in Myself

Faith in Myself
By Marjorie Holmes

God give me faith in myself, not only on days when I'm doing great and winning and nothing seems impossible but on days when the whole world looks lousy and I'm losing and the road ahead seems too hard. When I wonder if I'm brave enough smart enough and I must be crazy to try, don't let me quit Lord not ever. Let me keep the faith in myself. No matter how many people discourage me doubt me laugh at me warn me think me a fool . . . don't let me listen. Let me hear another voice telling me, "You can do it and you will!" If nobody else in this whole world cares or believes in me let me believe in myself. I know there'll be times when I will doubt my own ability, when I'll be discouraged and on the verge of despair, don't let me give up - hang onto me. Fan the fires so that I'll try even harder. Give me even more faith in myself. Dear Lord, You are the source of life and power. You are the source of my abilities . . . and my faith. Thank you for reinforcements. I know that YOU will give me what I ask . . .

Sparatic at Best

Man im sooo sparatic when it comes to this thing. So a little update. Im back from NB :( im disapointed to a degree. I had really gotten close to the ppl i lived with, and God was really opening doors for me to witness to them. I have to tell myself though that as promised God will not leave me nor forsake me, ans that all things work out in HIS time, this being no exception. Whos to say why it is i am back here? I will wait patiently to find out. I'll go back in the fall provided i get enought moneyor if i can get into the dal program then do that. Funny thing that schools want you to pay to go there, lol. I am back at dal, not minding it. Not in any good classes, actually just stats. Its boring. I here form the ppl back in SJ about Clinical, and all the classes they are taking and i must admit i get a bit jealous. Oh well next year. I start work soon, so thats good, start the $ comin in for next year. Anyway i suppose i should go, Hope y'all are having a great day!

What's a girl to do

Oh my, what is a girl to do. I have the HUGEST exam EVER on SAturday, and i really havent studied as much as i should have, not that i havent been but you all know how it goes. To add to that i have a setof thoughts. Very complicated thoughts really. A lot of it is speculation, and filling in blanks, then pondering from there which isnt good. But the blamks seem straight forward and fillable. Any way, as things unfold, i will let ya know, i jsut dont think its a good idea to talk about it untill i know for sure. Ahhhh but its soo complicated, i hate that. Life should be simpler, lol who am I kidding!! Oh well Que est ce que je vais faire? Vraiment je ne sais pas. *sigh* life is hard to figure out sometimes. You think youve got it figurted out and then it throws ya a curve ball. Your caught off guard. oh well like i said, i guess ill just have to see how it all pans out.. I will keep ya all posted though, no worries about that.
Je dois dormir, bon nuit,
Naomi

A KV Christmas

Well i had a lovely evening. I went to the KVW Christmas Musical, it was soo much fun. I went with a friend of mine Clay. It was a nice break from Res. I could get into the whole Clayton thing, but i dont think i will, its to involved for this evening. Ya'll can ask me if you have questions. ANyway, i jsut ate 3 slices of pizza and i think i could puke so i am gonna head to bed.
Bon Nuit,
naomi

Hello where have u been?

Hey All,
its been WAY too long!!!!!! Life has been flying by. From Boyfriends and breakups to biology and Books. I am trying ot balance it all, and this semester it didnt quite work, biology kinda got away from me and i am now gonna habve to work like crazzy to pass. Any way where to start? Well i love my p[rogram, its really awsome. Biology is the pits, but what can ya do its a nessicary evil. I had a boyfriends, Clay, he was really sweet, funnny and awsome at what he does career wise( well from what i can tell) But we didnt see eye to eye so we eded it. Am i biotter? well not really, disapointed is more like it. He was a good guy , but c'est la vie n'est pas? Que est-ce que tu vas faire? Any way what else can i say? My grampy died this year whiuch is a huge stresser for me!!!!!! It really frigged with my school stuff, through me off a bit. But he was suffering, and it wasnt fair for him, he needed to go where he wasnt hurting any more. I thinik that keeping that in mind helps me deal with it all. Although it will be a pretty hard christmas. I am really looking forward to next semester , if i make it. It is when we start clinical :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D We will feel more like nurses then. Anyway, i guess i should go soon. But i will write more, i promise!!!
Joyeux Noel !
Naomi

Less Like Scars, by Sara Groves

It's been a hard "year" • But I'm climbing out of the rubble • These lessons are hard • Healing changes are subtle • But every day it's... • Less like tearing more like building • Less like captive more like willing • Less like breakdown more like surrender • Less like haunting more like remember • And I feel you here • And you're picking up the pieces • Forever faithful • It seemed out of my hands a bad situation • But you are able • And in your hands the pain and hurt • look less like scars and more like character • • Less like a prison a prison more like my room • Less like a casket more like a womb ... And in your hands the pain and hurt looks less like scars and more like Character.
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Just Out of Reach

Has there ever been something you want so much, yet seems so unatianable. Well that seems to be how things are in my life rite about now. Different things really, yet still the same things i want that are just out of reach, or at least seems like they are. Its quite frustrating really.
I Cut my hair the other day, and donated a foot of hair to make wigs for cancer patients. The hair dresser screwed it up though tand at first i ended up with a mullet. She fixed it though, but to do so she had to cut off quite a bit of hair. Oh well it will grow back, and i ahve been getting compliements on it so it can't be that bad.
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Back in The saddle Again

Hey Guys, Well christmas is all over and yes I am back to class, Blah! Any way, Christmas went well. I got a sewing machine, YAHOO! Yes I am excited. I got cranium, and a whole lot of other stuff. It was very fun. However I think that best part was bein with my family. I really love them all so much that to spend time with them was really great. I went to my cousin's after Christmas, and we had a BLAST!!!!! We have so many great memories, and this year we have added to them. We went joyridin, and had a "Crazzy Carride" we went shoppin did some eatin, and he whooped me at monopoly. So Yeah all inm all a great Christmas!!!!!!
I am current;y working with an upand comming film director on a film, more to come with that. And i am totally excited about it. It promises to be great. HE is tottaly cool and his movies are really cool. They are being show in select areas of North America and Europe. Well I must go, i have much to do today. Have a great whatever
Love always
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Contemplation

It is truely a blessing to be made in God's Image, we walk talk, think and feel. Thats last one there is what im gonna ramble about today, Feelings. I myself have some feelings, ones, which as of rite now are quite confussing. Feelings of nervousness due to an upcoming performence, feelings of excitment with Christmas just around the corner, feeling of dread knowin that i have to get up and go to work tomorrow, and the feeling of not knowing what i feel. There is a certain situation that has arisen, that i am not all to sure what to think of, it involves another someone, who will be revealled in good time, should you all need to know. Yes so I am wondering what to feel. how they feel and how i feel should they feel a certain way, oh it is all so confussing, for me, and im sure for you who are reading this. Yes well if you understand at all and think that you can give me insite on this situation then please drop me an email, i would appricated very much!!
Hope all is going well
A Bientot

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HURRAY!!!!!

YIPPEE!!!!! Today is a great day!!! I was @ bible study and we had cookies, well there were a lot left so we got to take them home. Then in the AnA building they were giving out free muffins and coffee, and I had no breakfast so yeah!! Then I went to French class and the quiz that I didn't know about got pospond yeah again, plus I totally understood what we were doing and it was fun to do the inclass work with this guy who also j\knew what her was doing so our report was really good. Then I was just finished eating lunch and I was on my way to the learning commons and my mom called and so now I am going to Sussex to visit my sister, Sarah. YEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes I am VERY excitd!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So in 25 mins my mom will pick me up and I will go home and get ready to go, YIPPEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, good bye all! Hope you're havin a GREAT day too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Early yet worth it!

Well my day started with a 7:30 bible study. At first I was complaining about how early it was but ya know what it was so totally worth it the 730 thing isn't buggin me as much. Today we learned about how approachable God really is, and how personal our relationship really can be. And more importantly that God wants us to have that relationship. So much so that he sent his only son for it. And although I have heard that said many times over my time in the Christian circle it was something that I really needed to hear again. Just as reminder. God is calling us to come to him and give over ourselves, not so that he can steal us of or lives and make us miserable servants, rather he is calling to give over our lies so that he can give us life to the fullest. Pretty neat Huh?The bible says that unorder to bloom and be beautifully the seed must first die. We can parallel that to our own lives In giving ourselves to God ("dying) Only then will we have life to the fullest extent.
Yeah so that was my morning. Plus we had chocolate chip cookies so that always is nice :)
Anyways I will be signing off now,
BYE!:)

Some Thanksgiving!

Well as Canadian Thanksgiving approaches, and exams are underway, it is a time for studying, and eating lots and lots of yummy foods!!!!!!!!!!
Well, so much for that thought!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today I was in the middle of a Psych lab and my cell phone rings. I am not usually one to answer it during class, but for some reason today I did. Well, I am glade that I did because it was my mother. Nanny, my great grandmother, is in the hospital and they will be traveling down to visit her, oh yeah, with out me. So now not only will I not get to see Nan, but I will not have my rents around 4 thanksgiving. So now what. My sister is coming down from college 2 b with me, so I won't be totally alone, but still. This is a time of thanks and food with family. ahhhh this is NOT what I need rite now. A great grandmother who is in the hospital, exams , stress, and no parents to be with 4 thanksgiving. Oh well, c'est la vie I guess.
Well I am extremely hungry rite now, and I need to find a place to have lunch.
So, BYE
Oh an 4 anyone who's been reading I got an A+ on my French test!!!!!!!

B4 My day

Jus thought i would come and write b4 i start my day. I have a french test today, I am nervous but i have no idea why, this is really easy stuff, pronominal verbs, reflexives, and recpricals, oh well, it is human nature to stress, and i too am human so I guess its ok.
au revoir mes ami, au revoir!

I am sitting in the Computer Room listening to the click of the keyboards around me, and am about to pour out my heart to a computer screen, noteing how Funny it is that less than 24 hrs can change ones attitude. After I posted my "Angery Ramble" I talked to my mom who reminded me of how things always work out for the best. Even though this new info regarding admissions seems devistating this may just be God's Plan. We don't know why God chooses to do things the way he does, but i must remeber what Habbakuk 2:3 says "But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, wait patiently, for it will surely take place. It will not be delayed." (NLT)
Well, I must go now I have a very good looking Bruschetta that i made waiting for me, and i am very hungery.
Luv 2 Ya